Friday, 4 March 2011

Orgasm denial (March 3rd)

So the denial goes on. the boy is frustrated, but this bug he cant shake off, certainly helps, as he has other things to keep his mind occupied, he thought today he might have been over it, but it hit him on the way home, and isn't going away, he is so fed up with feeling this way, and wants it to be over so he can resume some sort of normality and concentrate on other things !!

Thursday, 3 March 2011

Orgasm denial (March 2nd)

The boy has been unwell, since last night and all day today, he is struggling to write on here, so he is going to keep this blog quite short, he feels the same as he did yesterday and every previous day, very frustrated but, he hasn't really had much time to think about his frustration.

Wednesday, 2 March 2011

Orgasm denial (March 1st)

Being denied for so long, brings so many different feelings to the boy, he has almost instant arousal. waking during the night with arousal, and most definitely first thing in the morning, and the worst part is being unable to even play with Mistresses cock, how frustrating can one get, its like having an itch, and, not being able to reach it to scratch it.

 But knowing why the boy has to suffer, because of his behaviour, because he has displeased his Mistress, and he must suffer any consequences, that, might bring makes the boy determined to not make those mistakes again

Tuesday, 1 March 2011

Orgasm denial (Febuary 28th)

The boy is thinking that it may be some time before he is allowed and orgasm, because of his recent behaviour, over, the last couple of days. He knows his frustration may make Mistress laugh, but Christ its hitting the boy hard, this will be longest Mistress has denied the boy for, and, although he knows why, it still doesn't make it any easier, in fact every day is becoming a challenge not to touch her cock.

The boy will never cheat himself or his Mistress, no point at all in that, but there could be a post shortly saying he has given into temptation, he hopes, he can last the distance, as he has always followed Mistresses instructions to the letter but the boy is certainly struggling.

Monday, 28 February 2011

Orgasm denial (Febuary 27th)

The highest levels of frustrations the boy has experienced to date, he seems to be in a constant state of arousal, and the slightest thoughts bring those feelings onto him, the worst part is having to listen to the blokes at work, bragging what they got up to, and the boy just thinks to his self how unlucky they are, as to undergo such chastity and denial, would bring them feelings they will only ever dream about.

So the boy may feel frustrated, but he feels lucky that he is experiencing lots and lots of different feelings, and what feelings they are, something special, and they all come thanks to his Mistress.

Sunday, 27 February 2011

Orgasm denial (Febuary 26th)

The boy having reached the 51st day of denial, is oh so frustrated, he feels his frustration all the time and the slightest thing can set it off, perhaps a text from his Mistress, thoughts of the way Mistress dominates him through, chatting, texts, the clever use of words.

But the one way he does feel her denial of an orgasm, is, through her blogs, and the way Mistress talks about her wants for the boy, and how she likes to frustrate me, knowing the buttons to push, how Mistress can force the boy to feel as frustrated as he does and always will under her guidance and control.

Desperation is starting to set in, but when, if, is up to Mistress.

Saturday, 26 February 2011

Words

The boy isn't that good with words and how to express his self, in, the ways he wants to,
he wishes he could, as he could get across to his Mistress, how she makes him feel
at all times, unlike the boy, Mistress can have the boy squirming with submission, with, the way
Mistress knows how to get her point across.

Words, the use, the very clever use, Mistress can use them so well, the boy is so lucky,
that she can and the way Mistress does has such a huge impact on the boy, all of the time,
he always feels her dominance at all times, in the way she talks to the boy.

No actions required her word is all that is needed !